Isn't it Amazing...

This being day one, the day we played, spurred on by Bobbie's Dropseat Pants, Honey and I managed some pretty shades of red and ....what you call those other colors? Shades of blue? Purple? Obviously, we had LOTS of fun. I was pretty impressed when it was all over that night and I liked the overall feeling. Isn't it just amazing how the colors change in 24 hours or less! These next pictures are just the next day...Mere hours, if you think about it, since playtime! I like watching the changing colors. Does that make me a freak? OH wait, I think liking the cause qualifies me to begin with, doesn't it.



Things have been hectic around the homefront so I haven't been able to write much and it will quite likely stay this way for awhile. Unfortunately, it will be hit and miss (no pun intended...okay...maybe a tiny pun intended) when I can. I am awaiting imminent surgery and this is one of those scary ones. Everything should be fine and I should come out good as new in no time, but its still scary...and now Honey is afraid to touch me. Good thing we had playtime BEFORE we had the doctor's appointment.

Did I happen to mention that all these wonderful colors appeared by cane? I don't so much mind the rattan...okay, it depends on my mood but overall, really, since we got the Lexan, I don't mind the rattan much at all. Most of these love marks were done with rattan but Honey did sneak the Lexan in a few times...and let me tell you, there was NO doubt when he switched (again, no pun intended...okay, maybe a little pun intended). I was lucky. He didn't use the Lexan very much because he gave the rattan a serious workout...or was it my ass that got the workout? Both, I guess, would be more accurate. I liked it. He liked it. I'm going to have to find that Lexan (now he is hiding it from me) and REALLY hide it!

Hope you enjoy the pictures.

...Until next time (oh yeah, I do have more pictures to share...we took pictures into the 3rd or 4th day...very impressive...you can actually start SEEING the cane marks just before the bruising went away). So, more later.

New Pictures

Remember the old saying "Be careful what you ask for for you may surely get it"? My goofy ass has been after Honey in very subtle ways for probably about a year to buy me a pair of Bobby's Dropseat Pants. I intend to someday make my own but I have a lot of things I intend to make someday...this isn't the day. Honey let me order up a new spanking site....Lupus Productions. For anybody that might not be familiar with Lupus/Rigid East, it is the most brutal spanking site I have come across yet. I love it. Brutal spanking turns me on in a HUGE way. Not that I want to be brutally spanked...usually...but I really like to watch it. I am in awe of the girls that are in many videos. I'm in awe of the fact that they just stand there and "handle" it. Yeah, they scream or cry or scream AND cry, but that's okay. They still handle it. I wish I could. Some of the girls have to be tied down. Well, I say they have to be. I don't know if they really have to be or not but they are and that is really really really cool. So we are right up in my fantasy life. #1: To be able to stand there and not freak out and tell Honey "Okay okay...STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" and to be tied down and forced into a really hard spanking. I can't do it mind you. Neither one. Honey can't tie me down because of physical problems (although he is coming up with some possibly feasible ideas around that) and outside of subspace, I'm a big weenie and usually cry uncle pretty darned quick. Its not that he doesn't get to do more once I get passed the serious pain (usually 10 to 30 seconds), and if I manage subspace, well, he has free reign then, but I am seriously bad about topping from the bottom. I don't apologize for this. We do this for fun and sometimes if I don't top from the bottom, I wouldn't have any fun. The end goal for this household is orgasm and if I have to top from the bottom (at least in the beginning) to get there, then so be it. Honey isn't always happy with it that way but he usually gets happy pretty quick.


So back to the story. One night Honey and I were watching some Lupus movies together and they have this great...I don't know what it but its, for my lack of knowledge, we'll call it a whipping table. It is curved in the middle, perfect for some poor unfortunate female to lay in with very strong looking legs. On the legs are leather buckles for the wrists and not quite ankles, more like mid-calf. It is one devilish looking and oh so provocative-looking piece of furniture. I want one. That isn't all I wanted while we were watching. In one scene (actually several scenes) the girl had one bloomers...knickers...pants...petticoats...whatever, that opened right at the butt. Perfect for both spanking AND fucking! I love them. I get wet just seeing them. So I tell Honey "Yeah, I've been hoping you would buy them for me forever now...for Christmas, for my birthday, for Mother's Day...whenever but noooooooooooooooooooooo....you just don't get the hint...or just don't buy them for me." Later that night, picture Honey at the computer looking very intense. We have separate computers, which is really fun (and funny) sometimes because we can IM to each other and I swear we aren't more than 6 feet apart. This way we can still both look at the computer, look at our separate things and still be in the same room together. And if we want to say something we don't want the kids to hear ("Honey, will you beat me with a cane tonight?" is just not easily said when you know you have two adult sons within hearing distance) we can IM it to each other. Yes, Honey bought me my dropseat pants. Not quite the ones I wanted, only because they didn't have the kind I wanted at the time. They came in the mail in a flash and both of us were SO excited...well, you can imagine. We had to try them out.

I don't have a picture I can show of them all pulled up and looking cute and adorable. I slipped them on when Honey wasn't looking, put a couple of good spanking movies on the computer and invited him to watch them with me. When he ran his hand up my leg, he realized I had changed into the brand new spanking pants. Needless to say, this was the start of a wonderful night. The next thing, Honey had retrieved a few choice toys from the bedroom, having found ourselves ALL alone in our house, and I ended up across Honey's lap. He took great joy is learning how the drop seat worked. He took equally great pleasure and wailing away on my ass with the hairbrush. I liked it.
Turned out I was way more in the mood than I thought. Honey found a few different things to use but he finally settled on a cane. Oh boy, did he settle on a cane. Rattan for the most part. If you look closely, often you can see the stripe marks but he whacked on my ass so long that eventually it just became two big red spots. Oh, it was really hot. I think I may have even STARTED in subspace because I could tell Honey was swinging hard by the movements in his body and of course, the oh-so-distinct whhhhhiiiiiiiiiiiiirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr of the cane as it is on its way to one's ass. Oh yeah, it was all there. And I loved every second of it. Most of it wasn't even particularly painful...just made me horny. There were a few whacks that were more painful than others but Honey was free to give it his best shot.



And he certainly did, too...several of his best shots...like well over a hundred. Some were harder than others but there was at least 3 times that I counted 50 strokes before he would take a break. As you can see in my pictures, my ass got quite red. Some of these pictures were taken in the middle of playtime and some after...wait til you see the pictures from the next day. We have been taking pictures every day because it bruised up so pretty. I may even have a hot little story to accompany the pics next time. For now, just enjoy the pics...and feel free to tell me what you think.

Its official

I guess its official. Hubby and I really some kind of spankophiles. Is this a bad thing? I don't think so. To each his own freak, right? My saying for the last year is: there is no such thing as a freak. The key is finding someone who's freak meets your freak. I knew my hubby was kind of freak pretty early one, once he got past the idea that my freak was just a way to ensnare him. When he realized my freak was for real, he started letting his freak out...that was fifteen years ago and our freaks are still emerging. His freak may be just a little freakier than my freak, but I seriously doubt it.

I found myself looking at fetish gear. I have very specific desires at this point in my ever emerging freakiness. Spanking, needless to say is top of the list and ALL THINGS SPANKING are foremost in my mind. I want a pair of spanking lounge pants. Something that doesn't scream "COME SPANK ME NOW" to the rest of the world when they see it but most certainly screams it to my love of my life. Skirts and dresses are a given. How sexy is it to have your man lead you to his and/or your favorite spanking place, have him gently bend you over to his and/or your favorite spanking position, lifting your skirt, dropping your pants, having your panties (should you be wearing any) pulled down, the way the air tickles your butt cheeks.... The problem is finding anything that isn't made of leather and doesn't leave your ass hanging out for ALL to see. I have KIDS! by golly...that just won't work. I mean, it does but I want something a little more functional. So I have decided to make them myself.

As I was perusing the many many many many fetish sites out there, the only thing I could find came from Bobbie's dropseat pants and they aren't badly priced but they are a little pricey for me...especially when its something I KNOW I can make. And although I think the pantaloons are too cool, I think they could be made where they didn't look quite so...goofy...all in all, if you have a few bucks to spare and are looking for some spanking attire, Bobbie's dropseat is not a bad place to check out at all. The skirts I have seen across the net are atrocious. They either hang your butt out of a really unattractively fitting skirt (okay, the hanging the butt all by itself out of the back of the skirt is pretty sexy but the cut would make even a skinny girl look funny) or they are like babydoll clothes. Nothing I like at all...but I have some GREAT ideas if I can just get them done. My honey is a great seamster so I think between the two of us, we can make what I envision. If so, I may actually have to post a pic or two. I like the idea of any kind of clothes you can wear out in public but just take a sweep of the hand to expose a needy bottom. I have some undie and private wear ideas too but we'll see how it goes.

Before I left for work tonight, I found my honey making certain "toys" that I/he was interested. Together, we have designed and started putting together a couple of different floggers, there a couple of paddles that I have been looking for that I just can't find (but I haven't completely given up hope), and my most recent desire, a leather wrapped o-ring gag. I love not having the control in this particular area, and I have been checking out the dental implements and o-ring gags for quite some time. AFter much research and consideration, the dental implements are out of the question. I am old enough to have much trouble with TMJ and that just looks like trouble...even if it does turn me on. the O-ring...now theres something I can sink my teeth into...literally...or, I guess NOT...literally. I did the wrapping and as I was leaving, Honey was attaching the headband. We debated on what would work best, fit best, be most comfortable...I think we'll have to make a few...

If there is anyone who wants to trade some attire or product ideas, drop me a line...who knows? Maybe we will come up with a spanking good line of products and clothes!